Ping – my phone ignites and I wonder if it’s you,
Messaging me with an update on your life
Sadly not, it’s been a while.
I think of you often and wonder if you think of me too.
I’m sure you don’t because you would call or message or find some way of reaching out.
I’m no longer the T to your A.
I’ve tried, I’ve left hints, but they are all but ignored.
We used to be an integral part of each other’s life
I know we all take different directions, but does it have to mean complete separation?
I no longer know what’s happening in your life.
I think back to all the crazy fun we had and wonder why
Why you no longer feel the need to message me?
Why I don’t even cross your radar.
I wonder if you still have the other half of the fiver we tore in half.
I look at the photos of the times we shared
The time when you said “when we do see each other it’s like we’ve never been apart”
I wonder if that’s still true after 4 years of not seeing each other.
I wonder if I’ll ever get the chance to find out.